I thought I would start the New year with a new Page this one...... will be for the me that I have found in the last year....

As the new year starts I have realized that I have found a very big part of me that I had thought that would never be brought back to the surface . Now..... I tell the whole truth about me.... For the good... a smile for the hurt... a tear for the honesty... I feel It isn't quit clear..

My kids yes 4 of them they are growing too fast. My oldest who is 18 gee where did it go.... so Now his life have moved on to be a parent on his own..With My First Grandchild due any day. I now find my self praying for the world to be a better place. Hey,,,,,, SHE is here Born on 1-11 and of course beautiful as can be... Yes it is My Miss Tiffany...:o)now i dont get to see her enough...but I pray for her each day and smile at the thought of her smile.....

Next my Daughter growing to a woman fast so many things ...ohh how I wish I could take them back.. I know she doest understand..I only hope that she will try not to turn her back....I cryed the other day She had her first date...one more time I was a little late...now almost a year has passed .....things havent changed much for us except that we have drifted even futher apart I am truly sad.I pray each day that she is well and that in the future we will be at the least friends..

Next is my Son so dear gone from my life ..I payed for him the ultimate price.I know that some where out there he is..Trying to grow into a healthy man..I only hope he finds the love and guidance I couldn't give ...But god knows of my love for him..

Now my baby not so young anymore ten years old, I only have 8 more.... Im going to really try to remember how I look thru his eyes.... Ohhh my baby as he changes daily, finding that world of his own ..,i long for the days that he was just a baby ,that i could hold.. now going to the 5th grade..time flys thats for sure


My Husband Philip..... Ohh here we go (god bless him)he is my everything I have put that man thru so much...I can not see why he stays...we have been together about 9 years ohh he knows me...he can probably tell you what I am going to do before I do it.... LOL .....He has took the time to love me for me even with my faults....well we seem to drift apart and then reunite but he is always there... my forever guiding light




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